Trading diary for mid-December 2025. The account now has 19,508 USDT remaining, a result of gradually recovering from the peak of 1 million to the lowest point of 100,000. The whole process is a deep reflection on going all-in on Dogecoin.

In the past half month, Dogecoin has been fluctuating around 0.14. It seems like there’s no significant movement, but beneath the surface, there are dark currents—funds flowing from negative to positive, and the concentration of holdings jumping to 1.8. These details are all signaling something.

The most painful moment was at the beginning of the month. At 0.131, I decided to cut my losses and clear the leverage, thinking I was escaping the top. Unexpectedly, Dogecoin never dropped below 0.13 afterward. Looking back at that cut-loss line now, it feels like I cut the lowest point right into my hand. Only a small amount of spot holdings remain to support me, and every day I struggle to resist chasing the rally.

Recently, the idea of adding more has been growing stronger. The market is moving, holdings are consolidating, funds are flowing in—everything is tempting you to bet again. But inside, I keep repeating: stay calm, don’t be driven by emotions. It’s easy to say, but only I know how hard it is to truly hold back.