Every time I mention revenge, others usually have these few reactions:

1. Surprised, it's been several years, how are we still entangled in this mess?
2. Think I am making a big deal out of nothing, unable to understand.
3. They feel very afraid of me, thinking that I have violent tendencies, and keep their distance from me.
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Every time I see these reactions from others, I feel particularly overwhelmed and unable to accept it. Why does everyone advise me to give up on revenge? I rebut them by asking, doesn’t a person need a bottom line?
But if you think about it carefully, you can understand. It's just like how many foreigners don’t understand why Chinese people hate little Japan so much, and even little Japan themselves don’t understand why they are specifically hated. That’s because they don’t know what little Japan has done to China, including the Nanjing Massacre, the 731 bacteriological experiments, and so on. Similarly, those who advise me to give up revenge don’t know what these traitors have done to me.
In fact, comparatively speaking, the little actions can be completely forgiven, after all, the positions are different. It's like the Russia-Ukraine war; they are fighting for their own country. I think what is even less forgivable are traitors. There is a saying that it's harder to guard against home thieves than outsiders; traitors are the most detestable. They can easily bring wolves into the house and undermine China from within.
But what I want to say is that compared to those who have harmed me, the traitors seem extremely kind, and can even be completely forgiven, because many traitors are also forced by circumstances. A person's decision made under the threat of life is also acceptable. Although they betray their country, the ones they harm are merely strangers.
However, the people who hurt me are the people I trust the most, although I only met them on the Internet, but I have cooperated for so many years, helping them when they are most confused, and even willing to invest tens of millions of dollars in their careers, in my mind, my partners are even more important than my relatives, and I really can't imagine that I have died 1W times, they have used my trust to try to find robbers to kidnap me many times in the Philippines and Equestria, and at the same time, they have ruined everything I have as much as possible, the more I value something, they will sell it, Each one taken out separately is a felony, adding up to more than a dozen pieces, not to mention the specific details, there are too many to finish